Morning Glory

This poem was also inspired by Brooke’s mom.  Blue morning glories always remind me of Jo.  Looking back on this poem now, I see that it probably needs a lot of work.  There are a few places where it almost seems like I’m telling an inside story of some kind.  I’m sorry for that.  It resonated with me then!  I’m going to leave it as is though – in an effort to let this be what it is: a poem from my past. 

MORNING GLORY

Every time I pass the vine, I think of you.
I think of you on the balcony basking in the light of the rising sun.
Waves crash in our ears, and we talk about nothing and everything all at once. 
I try not to think of the night you left. 
You clung desperately to the life that loved you.
The life that treated you so well.
The life that gave you the beautiful family you left behind.
I remember watching him hold your hand and whisper loving words into your ear.
I remember you reaching out to touch his face, just before you fell into sleep.
I wondered then why the good are always the ones to die young.
Or maybe, the bad die young too, but maybe we just don’t care enough to notice.
So I said goodbye, unwillingly.
Glad to see your pain gone, cried at the pain we had yet to endure.
I huge her a lot. 
Let her know I love her,
And we remember you together.
We return to the balcony, eat the bacon and think back to when you were here.
The sun shines on her face just as it did on yours, and I marvel at the resemblance.
The flowers returned today, in all their glory, in spite of us thinking they were gone. 
Hello to you too, my friend.

Katie Swisher (née Kermeen)
October 5, 1999

Poetry Class

Smith Valley UMC has had a poetry class for the past few weeks, and we just wrapped tonight with a poetry reading.  This class has been great – a reminder to me that I enjoy writing creatively, be it in poem or prose.  It has inspired me to write more, and I look forward to seeing what things I can create.

This class has also inspired me to share things I wrote many years ago.  In 1999 I took a creative writing class at IUPUI, and enjoyed it thoroughly.  I decided I will start posting my work from then on this website.  I’m not going to edit it much – if at all.  I want these works to remain true to the person I was then (13 years ago!).  Part of me feels the need to warn you that I’m not always nice in my poetry.  One of the first projects for that class has a curse word in it!  I’m just being real, I suppose.  Staying true to me and the feelings I had then…

I hope you enjoy it!

T E N

Today Matt and I celebrate our tenth wedding anniversary.  It seems so surreal – has ten years really gone by already?  Often it still feels as though we are silly teenagers playing house instead of 30-something married people.  I am so proud to be married to Matt Swisher.  He’s thoughtful, kind, loving, silly, intelligent, and pretty darn sexy too!  How I ever convinced him to marry me remains a mystery.

Ten years ago today, we stood in front of our family and friends and vowed to comfort each other, honor and keep each other, in sickness and in health, in wealth and poverty, and to be faithful to each other as long as we both shall live.  The past decade has seen sickness for sure, and even a little poverty at times, but we continue to comfort each other and stay faithful to each other every day.

In a world where marriages are quickly tossed aside and people always seem to be seeking the greener grass on the other side, I must say it has never been difficult to note the lush, verdant nature of the grass on which I currently stand.  Matt’s caring spirit and loving partnership help to make that grass root deeper and sprout thicker and greener every day.  I’m so thankful for him and the lawn we tend together.

God has so clearly placed us together for this life.  I can never be thankful enough for that blessing.  Matt is my best friend and the love of my life.  I can’t wait to see what lies in store for us.

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I love you Matt!