>Sigh…I want to write something meaningful and heartfelt, but I’m spent. My heart has been heavy the past couple of days, because my boss’ wife is dying. It’s only a matter of days…
She’s had pancreatic cancer for just over a year now, and that is not a good cancer to have (not than any cancer is “good”). There is just nothing more the doctors can do. My boss is usually emotionally stable, so it was pretty hard to watch him cry at my desk this afternoon telling me all that has happened in the past few days. I didn’t know what else to do…I just sat there and cried with him. I feel so helpless. It’s my job to make things easier for him, but this time there is nothing I can do.
Sometimes I just don’t understand this life we live. It’s filled with so much pain and despair, and it’s hard to see the good things peeking through the black cloud that’s created by that sadness we feel. I’m praying hard tonight that God helps me understand just a little more about the chaos that we live in. And I’m praying even harder for a miracle…